im losing my mind

i cant wait for things to slow down, i dont know how much more of this i can take. there is always too much to do. i need to find time so i can really concentrate at finding my dream home, but with therapy for the hubby, trying to get insurance on my younger pregnant step-daughter, doing minor repairs around the house to be able to put it on the market, making dinner, driving everyone where they need to go and all the other crap i never feel that i have the time to look at all the things i need to find to make our move to our new lives out in sunny arizona. and to top it all off everyone tells me that they want to go with but no one wants to do any work to show that they are serious. maybe its just me but i cant do this much more. im ready to just give up on the dream we have.

xavier is almost as tall as i am. i cant believe that in less the 2 months my baby is going to be 10!! holy crap time really is flying by. he cant wait to move by his aunt lacey and unlce tommy. he dont really know what to think about being by the girls cause well they are girls. but he cant wait till him and his dad and uncle tommy can go fishing all the time. and well the only way i agreed to move was if i got a pool so he cant wait to go swimming with aunt lacey. when we went out there for our honeymoon xavier loved hanging out with everyone. so he excited to be able to do that again.

to update on the rest of the family elizabeth and mackenzie are doing good. snot nose is getting so big. vicky and carlos are now officially engaged ( he did it on the ferris wheel at the fair) and their baby should be due in march. so hopefully the baby shower will be in february or sooner depending on when we get to move. my hope was that we could be in arizona by then.

ill update more later